First Meeting

Dreams they say don’t have an Expiry Date

I had convinced myself to let go of my dreams, of my fairytale with great difficulty and time. But today things have changed… they have changed a lot. Last four hours have been very uncharacteristic of me.
I was still wondering whether I was the same person who went up to a boy, told him some lame excuse to sit beside him, talked with him for so long. This boy was different for sure, what was the difference I couldn’t figure out. May be Anu was right when she said that my attitude towards life would change when someone special will come into my life, I wonder whether he was that someone special or it was just me. But then i never spoke to any of boys lately. I was hardly in touch with any of my male friends. I avoided talking to strangers, then why did I approach him. How come I felt comfortable interacting with him.

“What are your looking at, he already left….” I said to myself as i still kept looking at the bus door. The bus had left swargate and was reaching station in few turns and I was still looking at the door expecting him to come back…

I looked at the Visiting card he gave me.
“No he did this just as formality, he might not even recognise me if I call….”
“Well he did say Call me before he left…”
“That’s just courtesy and nothing else. He will not be expecting your call at all…”
“What if he is expecting me to call and I don’t…”

I was arguing with myself. I never had so many contradictions in my thoughts. I want to call him, I wish to see him again… shall I call him, today? no tomorrow ? but Why ? What will I say when I call… oh god what’s all this confusion !

Is this Love