My sister sat beside her reading Gita as the rest sat in silence. I usually don’t sleep during daytime, but that day I felt like and went to sleep. I had dream, which was not far from a divine vision, I saw my Grandfather coming in a Golden Chariot (My grandfather had left for heavenly abode before my birth). He signaled and my grandmother joined him in this chariot. I ran to them as the rest just watched frozen. I sat near my grandmother’s feet, she & my Dadaji blessed me. I stood in mid-air hands folded as i saw the chariot vanish, both my Grandfather & Grandmother turn to flourosent sources of light and merge into what seemed like a giant sun. I was woken from this state by the cries, of my family members, “She is no more, but I don’t want you to cry” my father told me. I was silent for that day and the next. It was the third day that my human emotions overflew and I shed a silent tear in memory of my grandmother. That dream vision, those two days of silence awakened all the thoughts, feelings, knowledge, quest in me & is still leading me on this path to Realisation.
Waiting for my sister by grandmother made my belief in Guru Granth Sahib more rigid as my grandfather & grandmother both were strong followers, and I witnessed the powers blessed by this divine Guru upon my Grandmother.
Once during the days of my junior college, I told my father, I feel like I have no aim, no purpose in my life. I was expecting some encouraging words, some goals, some aims to be set from my father, but he scolded me saying that a person without an aim is dead, why are you alive then. This again made my belief in Divine Purpose of my life more rigid,
If I am alive, I have a purpose !